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[24 Oct 2005|11:55pm] |
o my fuckin god......
my heros in this world are :icp, flee(rhcp), trent reznor(nin), nikki sixx(motley crew), jimmi hendrex, jason vorheess(friday the 13), lether face(texas chainsaw massacre) and jhonny cash!
and it just so happens that theres a movie comin out about him. i was like freakin!!! its gonna be the shit! i cant wait!!!! well, full metal alchemist is comin on in exactly 30 sec so im out l8r
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[22 Oct 2005|10:55am] |
ok ok ok. so... tell me ninjas. how was thaat last song? did it tare ur head off from the size of that juggal-anthalo love? well i gots another for ya, and probbly another after that! cuz im like a cd player theat has duricell batteris, i get playin music and i just keep going and going, and going! damn! well.... anyway. this song is about that homie of mine from way back when whos about to come back again! he been gone for a while and we miss hiz gay ass smile, damn that was all like love love love and then a dis? anyway this song is for chris!
i look over my shoulder i look over my back wheres my homie thats gonna make me laugh wheres my homie thats gonna care wheres my homie thats always there wheres my homie like no other wheres my homie thats like a fuckin brother when i surrounded by haters with baseball bats im gonna look over my shoulder and wonder wheres my homie at (ill look over my shoulder and think....) wheres my homie at i remember a time when i didnt have shit didnt have money maby a quarter but that was it sittin at luch hungry as shit he walked up and was like..."want a sandwich" he gave me a dollar and popped my collar and walked away he was my homie the very next day yall remmeber that time his car got crashed banged up sides with a front thats smashed i was so scared that my homie had died but the next day he was like "hey can i get a ride?"
[chorus] he was my homie that means hes familey too you were my brother a part of my crew but now my homies gone and i miss you (some day ill catch ya, ill catch ya) and i miss you i miss you
go to school and your under attack whos gonna be there watchin ya back a scrimp pulls a knife but a homie has a battle ax and he looks at the bitch like "get back" go grab a dictionary and look up familey youll see brothers and sisters and in fine print youll see homie theres only 2 things you needto make a crew familey and love and its a combo of the two on the night you left i swore i wouldnt cry when you drove of a part of my died hardest thing ever is just to say goodbye but ya know wut? ill catch you someother time
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homie we down for life anthalos in the mutha fucka no matta wut they say were just brothers from diffrent mothers but its always kinda creepy how you talk about hittin it wit mine think back to eight grade man shit was fun havin a fight with that bitch wid a gun you were like "man its too dangerous" i was like "fucks dat ill do it for hanous" we get there he didnt show, he wasnt that hot but if he was we woulda beat his ass downin the parkin lot! with a swift kick to his face we would put him in his place you were with me when things got muddy freaky and creepy and extra extra bloody you were always wid me we were always buddies we were together in math class your the only reason i even passed and all i ever said to ya was "thanx alot dumbass!" remember how wed be thugin in our baggy pants sunglasses chains and our "anal ants" we always seperated the homies from the phonies they stuck like glue they were my homies even though your out there long gone hope you remmeber us when you her this song
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and trust me, hanous is still down! so is the fuckin circle bitch! you cant break us up that easy! come stay with me some time! ill come down and vist ya! me and dustin come up in ya house in the middle of the day and be like bitch! get us some drinks we just ran all the way down here! and remeber anthalos will never, evr die mutha fuckas!!!!!!!!!!
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[22 Oct 2005|10:49am] |
life............................................. its happnin...... lol...... again......... today i might go dress shopin and damn it! im determind to go to the scary area in the woods with the bloody cars and shotgun shells, and ripid up torn up clothing. i wanted to go to sloss so bad!!!! aggggg!!!! i needed a ride! oh, well........ im bored. i can waite for paige to come pick me up and take me away!!!
so now i feel slightly better about...."him".... but i still got a little bit of drag. i dont know, maybe its just that i love her sooooo much and that the thought that he has laid his head on her chest and listend to her heart beat, that he has touched her in a fassion that i wish to only have touched. idk, but i know ill get over it. soon.
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[21 Oct 2005|11:53pm] |
nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! esham is gone!!!!!1
We here at Psychopathic Records are sorry to report that Esham has left the label. We've known Esham for 15 years dating back to 1990. Esham is both a legend and a hero to us at Psychopathic having paved the way for us early in the Detroit underground rap scene. Esham was with Psychopathic for the last 3 years and together we are straight up honored to have worked with him. Esham's decision to leave Psychopathic was a career move and nothing more. It was nothing personal, and there was no fall out or anything like that. It's no bullshit when we say we wish him the best and we'll always be his homies far beyond business. Everybody knows Psychopathic records is all about the fam, and Esham is family, which goes far beyond the label putting out your music. Much love to Esham.
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[21 Oct 2005|11:35pm] |
read this tell me ur side? god? or freedom?
sk8erpunxa14 [11:09]: god is an illusion! HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:09 PM]: dont tlk bout my God like that SK8ERPUNXA14 [11:10 PM]: does he love you? why does he cause you pain? answer that and ill become a christian! HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:10 PM]: yes he loves me HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:10 PM]: and in the Bible never says we wont go thru pain HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:10 PM]: it says we will probably go thru more because we have it awesome in the ned HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:10 PM]: **end HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:11 PM]: on earth we are servants preparing for freedom SK8ERPUNXA14 [11:11 PM]: do u mean slaves? HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:11 PM]: no servants SK8ERPUNXA14 [11:12 PM]: do u get paid? no you get "freedom", servants leave when they want, there always free, slaves have to earn freedom, or die to get it! ur a slave! HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:12 PM]: no servant HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:12 PM]: i serve willingly HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:13 PM]: slaves have no choice SK8ERPUNXA14 [11:13 PM]: and you sufer willingly also? SK8ERPUNXA14 [11:13 PM]: why? HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:13 PM]: because i no he will guide me thru it and it will get better SK8ERPUNXA14 [11:14 PM]: whats the point of making you sufer to become happy, when u can be happy and most likely trouble free? why go though the pain? HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:14 PM]: 1...its only temporary pain SK8ERPUNXA14 [11:15 PM]: its a circle HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:15 PM]: y refuse god and go thru eternity of pain SK8ERPUNXA14 [11:15 PM]: joy... pain... joy.... pain SK8ERPUNXA14 [11:15 PM]: my way is joy..........................................................................................pain HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:15 PM]: Anthony HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:15 PM]: god love's you sooo much SK8ERPUNXA14 [11:15 PM]: morgan HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:16 PM]: i wish you understood this, i mean i used 2 think like u HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:16 PM]: but now i know the truth HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:16 PM]: and i know u think im crazy HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:16 PM]: but im not SK8ERPUNXA14 [11:16 PM]: ur truth is a diluted consperacy HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:16 PM]: anthony SK8ERPUNXA14 [11:17 PM]: i belive in god...... i just dont fallow him HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:17 PM]: im sry SK8ERPUNXA14 [11:17 PM]: no... im srry 4 u SK8ERPUNXA14 [11:18 PM]: live ur lie, die 4 ur lie, ill live happy with my own pervesion SK8ERPUNXA14 [11:18 PM]: *perversion.... HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:18 PM]: anthony HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:18 PM]: i love u and care for you sooooo much!! SK8ERPUNXA14 [11:19 PM]: thats not gonna change things! u shoulda known that i was not a christian, when i first met ya i told ya that i was an anarchist! HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:19 PM]: that doesnt habe anything 2 do with christianity SK8ERPUNXA14 [11:19 PM]: no rules... no boundries... no controle! HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:20 PM]: omg i was fuckin anarchist then to SK8ERPUNXA14 [11:20 PM]: u cant follow god and be an anarchist! its contradicting! HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:20 PM]: no its not SK8ERPUNXA14 [11:20 PM]: not possible! HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:21 PM]: anthony HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:21 PM]: i feel like ur yelling at me SK8ERPUNXA14 [11:21 PM]: anarchist - someone who follows no laws, no form of government, and disobays all forms of authority! that means god! HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:22 PM]: i dont want 2 tlk bout this anymore SK8ERPUNXA14 [11:22 PM]: god- sets rules! anarchist - disobays rules! = not possible! HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:22 PM]: anthony HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:22 PM]: i dont want to talk bout this anymore!!! SK8ERPUNXA14 [11:22 PM]: fine.... SK8ERPUNXA14 [11:23 PM]: but pleez tell me sumthin? HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:23 PM]: wat HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:24 PM]: ???? SK8ERPUNXA14 [11:24 PM]: did ur eyes open a lil bit? did they see threw the smoke that is religion?
are u an "anarchist"? cuz if you say you are then i have nothing further to say. thats my life style, and if ur mocking it by saying ur a christian/anarchist, then that basicly means ur mocking my form of life. so... r u? HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:25 PM]: i was SK8ERPUNXA14 [11:25 PM]: R U NOW? HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:25 PM]: no HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:25 PM]: its stupid SK8ERPUNXA14 [11:25 PM]: did ur eyes open? SK8ERPUNXA14 [11:25 PM]: did u see how distorted religion really is? HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:26 PM]: i used 2 think it was but not anymore SK8ERPUNXA14 [11:26 PM]: sooo... ur eyes have closed again. shame shame HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:26 PM]: it happens HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:26 PM]: and im much happier this way SK8ERPUNXA14 [11:27 PM]: like i said... you can live your lie, but im much happier with my own perversion HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:27 PM]: so u think mines a lie and urs is a perversion SK8ERPUNXA14 [11:28 PM]: yes.... mine is my own reality. i live my life how i want. you live urs the way "god" wnts SK8ERPUNXA14 [11:29 PM]: have u seen god? (just yes or no), and dont tell me about faith SK8ERPUNXA14 [11:29 PM]: yes..... no HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:29 PM]: anthony SK8ERPUNXA14 [11:29 PM]: yes SK8ERPUNXA14 [11:29 PM]: no SK8ERPUNXA14 [11:29 PM]: ? HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:29 PM]: i thot we were changin the subject SK8ERPUNXA14 [11:29 PM]: just tell me, yes or no HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:29 PM]: anthony HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:29 PM]: 4 get it HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:30 PM]: im not goin 2 b brought down by you SK8ERPUNXA14 [11:30 PM]: im sorry, i want you to see threw the mainstream cloud! SK8ERPUNXA14 [11:31 PM]: just awnswer the question. and ill leave u alone. yes or no HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:31 PM]: anthony HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:31 PM]: im not doin this SK8ERPUNXA14 [11:31 PM]: sooo i take it as a no? SK8ERPUNXA14 [11:32 PM]: r u crying? HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:32 PM]: y? SK8ERPUNXA14 [11:32 PM]: just awnswer my questions HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:32 PM]: yes im crying HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:32 PM]: y do u want 2 no SK8ERPUNXA14 [11:32 PM]: r u in pain? HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:32 PM]: yea bc of u SK8ERPUNXA14 [11:33 PM]: where is ur god now? tell him to deliver you from sorrow! do you fell better cuz my bet is ur still hurt and crying! SK8ERPUNXA14 [11:33 PM]: why pray on flase hope!!!!! SK8ERPUNXA14 [11:34 PM]: false* HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:34 PM]: ANTHONY QUIT!!!!!!!! SK8ERPUNXA14 [11:34 PM]: fine HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:34 PM]: im sry i got this started HARDSTprtOFlivin [11:34 PM]: i want 4 u 2 b happy and is this is it i cant force u 2 c it my way SK8ERPUNXA14 [11:35 PM]: lol, its fine, i love a good debate
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IF YOU DOWN WID ME AND THE PSYCHOPATIC FAMILEY! THEN READ THIS FOR YO MINDS!
this song is a song that the ORIGINAL anthalos came up wid! this is the anthalo anthem suckas! it tells what, who, how and wut the hell an anthalo is! its taken me a while but i got the folder back! so without further to do! get prepared to have ya face torn off, your ears start bleedin and ya eyes get pimpslapped out ya head and threw a wall by the three and only original anthalos! give it up for Azid Rain (anthony), kayotic (dustin), and c-pimpin, the fallen homie from amillion miles away! (chris!) here it go :
[azid rain]
we the big mackin drivin the mutha fuckin cheese wagon were like crazy bohemons runnin down the street screamin (jopa!) we gives no fuck and we poor as fuck (bitch fuck) you know wut fuck drivin in a car or truck! we drive a mutha fuckin tank (witchaaaa!!!) and blow the shit out ya house (blaaammm!!!) run ya ass over and look up your doughters blouse we combo of pimps, zug thugs, and juggalos we are the mutha fuckin anthalos bitch!!! we the anthalos and we crazy as hell we do anything we want expect to see are ass in jail and if an A zizzle homie is in a fight then you betta pray you make it through the night! what the fuck bitch! why you smilen? dont cha know you about to get a thug whilin by a mutha fuckin anthalobitch!
[chorus] cuz we anthalos and we give no fuck! (no fuck) come across us and you straight outa luck (no luck) cuz we anthalos and we down till we die (till we die) we kill the whole fuckin world and we dont even try! (bitch)
[kayotic]
its like dis everybody else can suck my dick and i could give a fuck less bitch, you aint shit ill be the first one to say i got cha familey in this shit true i sold my soul i neva did shit wid it i couldnt give a fuck about it so i know i could live without it a constant struggle to get to the top increase the deceased if you go pop ill watch you burn press the button stop at nothin if you fuck wid the anthalos you betta think before you say somthin ill be all up in ya grill lookin for the good scream style mutha fucka fuck wid da mess in tha hood it aint good remember that all you suckas on the internet thinkin its kool but we aint into that sittin in my room mad depressed tryin to releave stress by stickin pencils in my chest god bless a bag of weed so i could get high and get back at tha suckas wid music that will make ya ears bleed pro seed to talk that shit its al wack im gone get high and pay the whole world back!
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when i say jail you say no jail (no) jail (no) when i say antho you say los! antha (los) antha (los) wut go to jail (pssshhh hell no) were to slick for the damn 5.0 wut confess? ill tell you i did it ill tell it to your face bitch! i admit it see your problem is theres not enough evidence im a murderer, rapeist, and hether's next (ha, ha!) is it wrong to love you stepsister? (uhhh?) fuck her then cut her head off and not even miss her! see were not your average rappers! we dont wear white t's and nickies just these skater clothes and audios and we crazy as fuck go to a nursing home and kill em all just cuz they owed us a buck! with us you dont want to dilly dally cuz we da type that cant waite to get ya in a dark ally so ya better hurry up and get to the point cuz im waitin for ya on the corner smokin a joint (sykez) i dont need drugs to het me high im already crazy as fuck with the blood shot eyes give ya money bitch im a hustla and you my freind are now my best customer you best watch ya back cuz ya never know when we gonna act with an attack that will leave ya outa whack! you mess with my familey you mess with us all ill have ya ass hammerd up againstthe fuckin wall think you could tske us? go ahead and try i swear to god that your bitch ass will die! you got freinds? go ahead and bring them! trust me dawg you gonna need um. cuz, when the phone call the hood is sounded in less than 5 min your ass is sorounded by the anthalos......
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[19 Oct 2005|09:15pm] |
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sup, i might be goin to the movies wid shawn tomarrow. welll i just asked my dad and he said no for multiple reasons which sux cuz i wanted to see that movie. well fuck it. ummmmm........ ya.............
well anyway....... wow, dramatic mood swing. im all like depressed now. weird. i just cant let things go. im so weird. i think i can handle the past, and accept it but when i stop and think about sumthin i heard or sumthin i read i just keep powerdriving it into my brain and eventually it breaks my heart again. well nuttin duct tape cant fix. well.... ill catch yall l8r much luv peace and chicken greece.
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[18 Oct 2005|09:55pm] |
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wut up? its ya #1 ninja! azid rain of the anthalo crew! u cant kkkil a anthalo! he'll tear ur face off and eat it, then he'll shit it back out and sew it back on ya head , upside down bitch!!!
anyway heres the thought of the day, thanx to j.c.
fart as often as possible b/c if u hold em in, they go up ur spinal chord and into ur brain, which is where shitty ideas come from.
well................................ ya............... l8r with mcl, and peace wid chicken greece cuz im out like ya luck mutha facko!!!!!!!!!!!!1
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paige is gonna kill me, this lj is about, other weomen and how gay the a.a.r. are.
back from the beach. it was uber gay. it was gayer than andy, jeffery, and the all american rejects put together. (lol, im kidding, yall know i dont care if ur gay or not) but seriously, its almost as gay as the all american rejects. "swing swing" is about how they turned gay, "dirty little secret" is about how he's keepin his gay lover a secret from everyone, and theres a reason why the word "reject" is in there name. well that was a nice little rant anyway i saw 2 concerts and never went outside. stayed in the whole time. it was awsome. i rerented "enter the matrix" game and beat it 100% in 3 hours. awsome.
anyway, 3 girls hit on me, 1 girl gave me her phone #, but im not callin that skanky ass hoe. how come when ur single no one likes u, but the second u got a g/f u got sluts standin in line outside ur house lookin for just a peep of my sexy body!!?!?!?!?
anyway, i missed the run, i really wanted to go. oh. well,
peace like chicken greece
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[15 Oct 2005|01:38am] |
well my comp is workin again. sorta. my mom got my password fixed, except she got it for the old screen name that i never use. gay. now i have all these parental controls. well its only till monday. i cant run the race ta. srry, goin to the beach!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate the beach!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well anyway, maybe ill get a prize or sumthin well mcl,
weel, peace like chicken greece and im out like ya luck,
l8r
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[13 Oct 2005|05:16pm] |
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i got glasses today. there sorta emoish, its the only pair i could afford. im so poor. well i worked half a day today, and now im dialated and cant see worth shit. but is all kool, cath yall homies l8r
peace and chicken greace much l8r luv
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[12 Oct 2005|01:22am] |
Aloha, bitch! That's all I can say. What can you say to me that's fresher than that? Ninja, I'm coming to you live and direct, from my house, BUt i just got news from my parents that we might go to the beach in hawaii. Dolphins are gonna be doing backflips, and puffer fish are gonna be puffin' on coconut-flavored blunts. and The starfish are gonna be chillin' hard as fuck. Starfish move so slow you can't even see them moving, that's how hard starfish chill. so ya....... andrews mom is hot. id hit it.
so......... whats going on in yalls life....? ..... no answer. just crickets. nevermiind. as soon as i said that they stoped. so, im alone. by myself. naked. noones online. im alone...... so desperate and alone. and hungry. bored. my dad just woke up. now hes asleep again. sooooooooo alone.............
well...... peace like chicken grease. l8r
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[11 Oct 2005|09:38pm] |
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[10 Oct 2005|12:34am] |
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[09 Oct 2005|12:23am] |
top 5 fav bands for ta
1)afi 2)misfits 3)alkaline trio 4)icp 5)red hot chille peppers
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[09 Oct 2005|12:02am] |
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this concert was awsome. reggie and the full affect was koo, mcr was koo, but alkaline trio was the best. i rocked out to "time to waste", i couldnt breath and i was about to pass out but i heard that and i was like "hell yeah!!!", paige was supporting me, and i just turned around and boom!!!! it was on. i found my freinds jeremy and dustin. AND i saw michel and his bro, joey. everyone picked me up and then i went surfing, then i fell, some dudes cought me and there i went again!!! eventually i fell on my head but it was pretty rockin. i wanted to see alkaline trio so bad and my dream was realized!! we threw joey up and he surfed all the way to the stage, he tried to crawl on stage but security threw him off. it was awsome.
injuries : wrist (got hurt moshing) finger nail (got ripped up moshing michel) face (fell surfing) ribs (moshing ) shoulder (hurt )
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[08 Oct 2005|12:40am] |
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concert was off the hook. i got my ass kicked, i got some second hand doobie smoke and lots of it, got a shirt with a pentagram on it, gonna wear it on monday, its gonna kick ass... so sleepy... about to pass put l8r
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[06 Oct 2005|10:37pm] |
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well........ my hair appointment got canceld again!!! so i spiked it myself!!! looked gay but... what am i gonna do!!!?? so i dont know if ill do it agin but, im gonna find a new place to get my haire down at...
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[05 Oct 2005|12:34am] |
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well.... today was so creepy. first me and paige were acting like were still goin out. then we got back together.
i got my hair cut. somewhat short. but... it looks awsome when i spike it. youll see on friday.
i cant waite till summer. im gonna grow my hair out and make it look like the guy from motion city soundtrack. its going to be awsome!!!!! cant waite till summer!!!!
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